urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme Lauren foukers123@aol.com Lauren 2002-03-28T03:35:01Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:17391 2002-03-28T03:35:01Z 2002-03-28T03:35:01Z ryan is deathly sick and i hope he doesn't get me sick. I mean i dont' want him to be sick, but mono really wouldn't work out for me right now. <br /><br />groves...you're a beautiful mermaid.<br /><br />hehe, i just thought i'd tell you that because i'm talking to you right now and i figured a public acknowledgement of how lovely you are would be appropriate right now AND i know that you would never write mean comments on ANYONE'S JOURNALS. (hint hint) <br /><br />hey booms.<br />i was just thinking about how i always forgot what your name was for awhile so i always referred to you as "red". i'd say, "hey, red is a good time." or "did ya see red dance at winterfest? great." hehe. <br /><br />this is a silly journal.<br /><br />SPRING BREAK! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:17130 2002-03-26T16:54:15Z 2002-03-26T16:54:15Z does anyone else wish they were on spring break..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:16793 2002-03-20T04:21:45Z 2002-03-20T04:21:45Z haha. white lake. haha. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:16582 2002-03-19T03:50:19Z 2002-03-19T03:50:19Z Whit- Yea i'm well aware of the MANY memories that my mother will so carelessly throw away. to make it worse...she wants to move to white lake. hello. white lake is worse than commerce. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:16192 2002-03-18T01:51:05Z 2002-03-18T01:51:05Z my mom told me she was selling the house.<br />and my brother was really irritating today.<br />and i made my mom cry.<br />because i am a "nasty daugther"<br />and i hate myself more and more every second that i stare at her closed door. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:16046 2002-02-27T02:22:15Z 2002-02-27T02:22:15Z o dear. <br />i fear i have become utterly boring.<br />people dont' wanna hang out with foukes...<br />cuz she's boring.<br /><br />(not even her boyfriend. oy.) <br /><br />hmm.<br />sad. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:15871 2002-02-19T02:10:51Z 2002-02-19T02:10:51Z I looked at the stars tonight,<br />and realized how sad it is,<br />that they don't really twinkle. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:15367 2002-02-16T20:35:25Z 2002-02-16T20:35:25Z yea yea yea!!<br />ann arbor!!<br />weeeeeeeee!<br />me and bre went to visit the campus yesterday with donelle.<br />i'm so excited!!<br />i'm going to live in a shitty dorm<br />with shitty food<br />and no security<br />and bums asking me for money<br /><br />AND I'LL LOVE IT!<br />yea. :) <br /><br /><br />and you will all visit me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:15138 2002-02-14T06:21:10Z 2002-02-14T06:21:10Z so drunk people aren't as fun if you aren't drunk.<br />its just so much funnier when you're in the same state of mind. <br />o well.<br />i still like all of you.<br /><br />blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.<br /><br />here's what needs to happen:<br />it needs to start snowing really hard so that i can go out in my backyard right now at 1:22 am and lay in my underwear and bra so that i will freeze. and i will feel absolutely nothing after about 25 minutes. maybe i'll even get my newly dyed hair wet so that it will freeze in chunks. then it will happen. an amazing peace will come over me, i will be enlightened, and i will no longer live in a state of restlessness. i will walk to a new beat and everything will be perfect. i will be carefree because the snow has cleansed me. <br /><br />and if that doesn't happen i'll just die of hypothermia. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:15005 2002-02-12T17:54:55Z 2002-02-12T17:54:55Z arhaks;fjqiwoeru a<br />i need to get out of here<br />i need to go to college right now<br />grrraaaah<br /><br />um, would someone like to tell me when the <br />SUMMER PARTY<br />will be taking place? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:14711 2002-02-08T03:34:57Z 2002-02-08T03:34:57Z i feel like a sponge.<br />i keep taking in everyone's troubles, pain...<br />whatever you want to call it<br />and absorbing it in my mind.<br />i play and replay everything i hear<br />and then i get really sick<br />i lie in my bed at night for hours thinking of all of these...things...and people...<br />i can't even watch 20/20 because i have these awful dreams about these terrible people.<br />or mislead people. whatever they are to you.<br />i don't understand why everyone has to be going through all of these things<br />i don't understand why everyone has to be just...so unhappy<br />and no one asked me to care<br />and i wish i didn't<br />but i do...and i'm sick<br />and i don't think i'm going to read livejournal anymore because it upsets me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:14521 2002-02-06T02:34:59Z 2002-02-06T02:34:59Z owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.<br />my back hurts!!!!<br />please someone bring me pain killers to school tomorrow.<br />or a dr. pepper<br />because yes. i will be there at 8:45 tomorrow :(<br />While i'm on the subject of bitching...<br />i don't want to talk at the photo curriculum fair.<br />would a certain lindsey yeo like to take my place? :)<br /><br />i ate a lot of food today.<br />goodness.<br />cheesecake.<br />mmmmmm.<br /><br />if anyone would like to call me right now that'd be a good time. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:14137 2002-02-01T16:12:35Z 2002-02-01T16:12:35Z I had the best snow day :)<br />Woke up, took a shower...found out no school<br />went back to bed :)<br />Then me and bre went to ryan's house<br />ate food<br />tried to hit the rail<br />failed<br />made a snow fort instead<br />had a big snowball fight with ryan, brother and friend<br />lost horribly<br />ate food<br />went boarding until 10:30<br />hung out in the park<br />just hit the small jumps next to the kicker<br />hehe.<br />really tired<br />went home<br />ate food.<br /><br />ahhhhh.<br /><br />i love snow days. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:13847 2002-01-27T22:12:17Z 2002-01-27T22:12:17Z If you make my friend cry one more time i swear i will beat you to a bloody pulp.<br /><br />I am not joking. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:13662 2002-01-25T01:37:45Z 2002-01-25T01:37:45Z i love all you guys :)<br />you're nice.<br />chels vial: i miss gym as well...ok, not actually the class, but our good times and our non-participating-ness. that was good. <br />linds groves: you are a dink and have cute pants that you wore today that i want. i love groves. <br />skot: you are weird. but i like you.<br />yeo: i love it yeo.<br />hilde: we had fun tonite and "you are creative."<br />bre: remember how we're friends and i love you? yea. <br /><br />thank you for your nice comments. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:13337 2002-01-23T03:09:45Z 2002-01-23T03:09:45Z my hair is too fuzzy.<br />my lips are too big.<br />my nose is too round.<br />my fingers are too long.<br /><br />someone told me i looked "different"<br /><br />i don't know what they meant by that,<br />but i wish they'd shut up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:13064 2002-01-14T02:58:26Z 2002-01-14T02:58:26Z yea junior class :)<br />i had fun at the dance.<br />and i wore fake eyelashes.<br />and megan said i looked like i came off the corner of woodward.<br />and i danced a lot.<br />and i had lots of girls come to my house.<br />and they all ate bagels while i went to work.<br />yea :) fun.<br /><br />hey but you know what's not cool?<br />is when someone you know who really likes to dance only stands with "the boyfriend" and won't hardly acknowledge any of her friends because "the boyfriend" might not like that and just stands like a trophy while "the boyfriend" wraps his protective arms around all of her and then she tells you she's coming to your house but she's just gonna hang out with "the boyfriend" for a little while, don't forget to call her at 12 and when you call she has turned off her cell and you know it's cuz she's with "the boyfriend".<br /><br />fuck the boyfriend.<br /><br />o. and i hate the person who keeps commenting on meg's lj. they're mean. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:12964 2002-01-06T16:48:50Z 2002-01-06T16:48:50Z me and bre snowboarding until 2<br />and we found todd there <br />and then ryan came <br />it was so fun.<br />and we made a jump.<br />and i hit it.<br />and i landed.<br />and no one laughed. :) <br /><br />*Amy Steigmeyer. Please tell me you slept all day yesterday or else I will be very angry at you.* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:12577 2002-01-05T06:03:10Z 2002-01-05T06:03:10Z i'm done i'm done i'm done I'M DONE!!!<br />yea :) <br />i'm so happy i did all that....<br />it didn't turn out so bad<br />i'm a little disappointed with one piece, but that's ok<br />because<br />I'M DONE!!!!!!<br /><br />yeo, i really like your photos. <br />like i was thinking about them a minute ago and was like "wow...yeo is so good " :) so its ok that you were at the school for god awful amounts of time because YOUR DONE!!<br /><br />hmm...see ya guys tomorrow :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:12394 2002-01-04T04:48:12Z 2002-01-04T04:48:12Z hmmm...let's think about this.<br />i am making a portfolio-<br />wait change that.<br />i am THROWING TOGETHER a portfolio,<br />in order to...<br />what?<br />try to get a scholarship to an art school....?<br />yea...<br />i'm not going to art school.<br />so why...<br />maybe cuz i was threatened repeatedly by hinds...<br />o yea.<br />that's why.<br />BUT I'M TIRED AND I WAS AT THE SCHOOL TILL 8.<br /><br />i wanna go snowboarding...<br />i'm better this year :) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:12136 2002-01-03T03:09:20Z 2002-01-03T03:09:20Z no one ask me anymore ok?<br />i'm fine.<br />i'm very good at smiling<br />and laughing<br />and being fine.<br /><br />but i still let my tears mix with my shower<br />and i can't help holding his shirt near my face<br />and, well....<br />just<br />no one ask me anymore. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:11934 2001-12-25T06:11:34Z 2001-12-25T06:11:34Z R & B Christmas Music In the past 48 hours I have:<br />taken pictures<br />made cookies<br />had the best night of my life<br />had the worst night of my life<br />got really angry<br />looked in someone's eyes who thinks about me<br />looked in someone's eyes who resents me<br />watched tears flow and <br />done nothing<br />got really angry<br />simply not cared<br />been dumped<br />and redumped<br />twice more<br />got really angry<br />felt zero emotion<br />felt too much emotion<br />felt zero once again<br />said fuck this<br />what the fuck am i doing<br />got really angry<br />talked<br />was allowed to be the girlfriend once more<br />saw a sad old lady on christmas eve<br />watched snow fall into the car<br />went home<br />got really angry<br />went to church<br />felt whole<br />got tired of being really angry<br />missed him<br /><br />and then got a really good CD.<br /><br /><br />Megan i'm really sorry about last night.<br />i've wanted to call you all day but i felt like an ass. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:11703 2001-12-25T05:44:00Z 2001-12-25T05:44:00Z Merry Christmas Everyone! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:11387 2001-12-17T01:15:56Z 2001-12-17T01:15:56Z "Foukes! god, your going to make me turn straight."<br /><br />hehe. i love mcguinney pig. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:iluvme:11257 2001-12-12T04:09:53Z 2001-12-12T04:09:53Z watching seinfeld mark makes me nervous...<br /><br />"P.S. If you guys had the belief in yourselves that I have in you, your heartrate would skyrocket and you wouldn't sleep for days."<br /><br />and he's kinda odd.